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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
3:45 pm - wouldn't it be good to Wish ourselves Away?
Tres amusing quiz stolen from Holly, my puking buddy.

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:

Band: HIM

Are you male or female: Poison Girl
Describe yourself: Pretending
How do some people feel about you: Circle of Fear
How do you feel about yourself: Its all Tears
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Salt in our wounds
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: In Joy and Sorrow
Describe where you want to be: Close to the Flame
Describe what you want to be: Beautiful
Describe how you live: Beyond Redemption
Describe how you love: Heartache every moment
Share a few words of wisdom: (its) the Beginning of the End

current mood: bored

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Friday, February 25th, 2005
7:19 pm - the dream is gone and you've wasted a day
'twas a good day. I bought my prom dress...well actually I put I down payment on it, but at least now when I go and try my dress on in the shop the ladies cant glare at me so much. And apparently organizing a bus for 60 people to go to prom involves a lot of stress and controversy ( who knew? ). I found out the hard way that the more stressed I am the less sleep I get...I am so tired.
Went to Bubblicity with Holly, Shannon, and Kyle and then 890570 other people showed up and we all had a jolly old time. An hour later I was ready to puke from over consumption of tapioca balls...
Spare today was the most random fun I've had in a while. We talked about how we're going to film Matt and Jessica having sex on prom night...it made sense at the time, I swear...

current mood: pleased

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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
5:25 pm - I making friends with the Shadows on my wall
Nothing exciting happening...my mom is trying to bribe me with gifts, too bad I dont care about the crap shes trying to buy me (dresses, and other girly crap) Im not too sure what her motive is but I'll get to the bottom of it eventually. Nobody offers to buy me stuff and gets away with it
English class makes me want to jump out of the window
Rugby starts soon, which makes me happy, I need to get rid of some of the pent up rage I have, I can only insult so many people before it starts to lose its charm of calming me down.
I do enjoy my Discrete class of 11 people, today we threw things at people for a good 5 minutes...the teacher was the one who started it...
Grad write ups = depressing
I have a current obsession with the song Pepper by the Butthole surfers, I highly recomend it
the end

current mood: annoyed

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Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
3:42 pm


current mood: excited

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Saturday, February 12th, 2005
12:34 pm - She walks in darkness
Nothing to say.
Parents = I hate them
People who take what you say and twist it around, and refuse to listen to what you really have to say and then declare that they dont respect you = frustrating
School = blah
I do believe that sums things up pretty nicely

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you....

current mood: distressed

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Friday, February 4th, 2005
8:29 am - heartache every moment
As you can tell strangely addicted to these pointless quizzes

The hidden past of yoru LJ friends
LJ Username
Used to be a man autumn_dayz
IS a man cemetary_gates
*Likes* children wench_molly
Slept with Oprah prettylife
Starred in a porn movie petor221984
Found Barney strangely erotic autumn_dayz
This fun quiz by healingmydesire - Taken 851 Times.
New! Get Free Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz

I always knew you were all a little odd...but not like this

current mood: distressed

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Friday, January 28th, 2005
7:38 am - Did you gove up? Did it get eaiser?

Who are the Victims in Your Horror Movie?
LJ Username
Was in first scene, decapitated by axe matt_king
Pulled prank, crushed under tractor petor221984
Had sex, impaled on machete prettylife
Had sex with above, impaled on same machete cemetary_gates
Did drugs, forced to eat own brains wench_molly
The axe murderer: matt_king
This Quiz by modernorpheus - Taken 1013 Times.
Get Free Daily Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz

^^^this made me laugh^^^

current mood: drained

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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
6:43 am
Did you know that in Indiana the value for Pi is 4, not 3.14? Can they do that? Change a universally known number, so thats its easier for the lazy bastards to remember? And at a wake in Massachusetts mourners may eat no more than 3 sandwiches. Whos the poor sucker who has to enforce that law? (Lou->lol, Steph)
I was feeling very random, so I thought I share it with you.
OK, so I wasnt going to put any more facts, but this one made me laugh, because its so stupid-> In Fort Madison, Iowa, the fire department is required to practice fire fighting for fifteen minutes before attending a fire. If thats not stupid I dont know what is.

So, here's the deal-io, copy and paste this into my comments and pick the one that you think I am, and them you post it and other people do it for you

dominant or submissive
logical or intuitive
social or loner
kinky or vanilla
cute or sophisticated
kitten or puppy
warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
leader or follower
quiet or talkative
spontaneous or planned

current mood: Ihadlooootsofblackcoffee

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Saturday, January 15th, 2005
8:46 pm - Show me where the stars weep
I wish she would stop yelling at me. All of the bad things in her life are not my fault. Blaming your child for the mistakes you made will not solve anything. Niether will yelling at them every chance possible, or making fun of who they are. Its not normal that Im scared to step outside my room. Its not normal that Im afraid to look her in the eye. I cant stand being such a coward and not being able to stand up for my self. I wish she would just leave me alone. How will making me cry every night make her life any better? Does she get kicks out of my misery? Is it fun for her to hurt me. Sometimes I think that if she were to die I wouldn't shed a single tear, God know shes alrady make me cry enough for one life time. And the sad thing is I dont think she really sees that it hurts me. Is she blind or just stupid? A person cant be expected to get yelled at every night, and be told how worthless they are, and how much they are hated and still be fine.
I feel like I should apoligize for complaning but...I honestly cant take it anymore. I hate this

It takes a silly girl
to lie about the dreams she had
but, it takes a lonely one
to wish she'd never dreamt at all

current mood: crushed

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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
4:57 pm - Dont expect me to cry for all the reasons you have to die, and dont ever ask your love of me
Here are several words and sentence fragments that no one (especially parents) should be allowed to say until we all get our acceptance letters from university:
-what if...?
-we regret to inform you...
-after high school
and of course who could forget the ever popular:
-is that going to get you into university? (lol, matt)
and many others along these very depressing lines

current mood: pessimistic

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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
2:45 pm - in her eyes all the sadness of the world
I had a good new years, me and steph and people went to a frat keg party...lol, what an odd time we had, by the end of the night most of the guys has their shirts off and I was propositioned at least twice...and for those of you wondering I said no both times.
The night before wanst so fun...I drank half a bottle of rum and then threw up all over stephs dads kitchen (*its everywhere...its in my raccon wounds...*)...sorry steph....
me and steph went and saw the phantom of the opera last night *drools* such a good movie...esspecially mr. puff ball. Steph went home today :( I hope she had a good time...aside from thursday night with all the puke and what not
Well at least I've learned a few things this week:
-Im a light-wieght when it comes to drinkinh
-always check to see if the buses are actually running
-you can never had too much fun with a disco light and a glowing orb dealie
-a person can only hear a donkey sing for so long before they want to rip its batteries out

current mood: blah

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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
7:25 pm - I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
Back from the wonderfully annoying province of Quebec...french people should not be dealt with in large time frames ( I can say that 'casue Im french , you on the other hand cannot) I have a rule for all you people out there: just because you put a french accent on an english word, it does not make it a french word! I managed to flip myself over while I was on a 3-wheeler, 'twas a good time, espeically since I was so cold I couldn't feel the pain. Not much else exciting happened while I was there...my grandma lives with her boyfriend now.....EW! Things that should never happen...ever!
Shteph is here (Hoorah) and I got wicked gifts from her, and we both gave each other shiny lights and funny looking socks...talk about knowing each other too well.
Finally applied for university, and I complained the entire time I was doing it...stupid university...
Im not too sure what the star thing is doing but he made me laugh....

current mood: quixotic

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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
5:39 pm - She sees an image of herself, and admits she wants to sell

allo all. I got a Christmas card from a certian trailer park whore ( the one who works on Dogwood lane) and it was much apprechiated, so thank you my fellow street worker, your's should be there soon. Well I dont acctually have anything to say....


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current mood: groggy

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Monday, December 20th, 2004
10:41 am - when you think there's salvation, but you dont want to leave your room
aren't christmas holidays suppossed to be exciting, and filled with fun and what not? hmmm maybe Im doing it wrong. In a few days I'll be off to Quebec to visit with family members who struggle to say Hello in english, but have yet to realize that yes, I do understand french so please dont talk about me in front of my face even if it is in another language. But the fun part will be the 6 hour car ride there...and back a few days later...but wait it gets better...my CD player is broken...I can hardly wait.
My mom reminded me that Im not going to get into university and that I'll be a failure in life...which was nice, it's always good when people come right out and tell you what they think of you, its much better that false praise. Mind you a little encouragement wouldnt be all bad.
Did you know that slugs have 4 noses? and that in Michigan it is illegal for a man to scowl at his wife on Sunday...how do you manage to get arrested for that? right well now that you've had your daily dose of randomness carry on with your days.

current mood: restless

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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
7:21 am - Dont know whats real or not
Well, if nothing else at least this weekend was memorable. Steph was here and we had some good times. Went to BK's on friday night, got home and convinced my mom (while I was still a tad off ) that I wasnt drunk, got in huge trouble, but what else is new? Went and saw Finding Neverland with Steph....oh, the awsomesness of Mr. Depp. Steph went back to Cambridge :(
I realized that this week I have so much crap to do, and I put it all of until tonight...lets here it for really bad planning. Right well Im off to school...maybe another exciting and pointless class in philosophy will cheer me up

current mood: cold

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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
7:02 am - talk about needing a life
Thirteen random things you like:

1. vampires
2. shinny things
3. midnight
4. stickers
5. stars
6. that flooppy feeling
7. old movies
8. Stephen King
9. bracelets
10. reading
11. being home alone
12. blue nail polish
13. Macabre

Twelve movies you enjoy:

1. The Rocky HOrror Picture SHow
2. Beauty and the Beast
3. Splendor in the Grass
4. The dead poets society
5. Gone in 60 seconds
6. Pirates of the Caribbean
7. the nightmare before christmas
8. Ed Wood
9. The Rock
10. Con-Air
11. Black Hawk Down
12. House on Haunted Hill

Eleven good bands/artists:

1. Nirvana
2. Marilyn Manson
3. Our Lady Peace
4. Cradle of Filth
5. The Sex Pistols
6. Pink Floyd
7. HIM
8. Brand New
9. Dying Days
10. Guns and Roses
11. Smashing Pumpkins

Ten things about you:

1. I'm random
2. I hunch when I walk...or sit...or do anything really
3. I'm a trailer park whore
4. I love the Dodge Dakoda Sport
5. I draw stars everywhere
6. I love black coffee
7. I stress out about everything
8. Im a romantic
9. I read my horoscope everyday...and it never comes true
10. I have an obsession with vampires

Nine friends:

1. Steph
2. Eryn
3. Amberle (why the hell wasnt I on yours?)
4. Petor
5. Matt BK
6. Holly
7. Sarah
8. Nataly
9. Jenny

Eight favorite foods/drinks:

1. Chocolate Milk
2. orange juice
3. coffee
4. cookies
5. water
6. pasta
7. chicken noodle soup
8. peas in the pod that you have to crack open to eat

Seven things you wear daily:

1. shirts
2. pants
3. my bagazillion bracelts
4. earings
5. shoes
6. mickey mouse on my necklace
7. rings

Six things that annoy you:

1. people who think they know what they're talking about
2. chewing gum
3. rich people
4. ignorance
5. nt being able to fix things
6. not being in charge

Five things you touch everyday:

1. myself...in a non-sexual way
2. my hair
3. my pillow
4. my textbooks and binders
5. my closet doors

Four shows you watch:

1. Degrassi the next generation
2. Gilmore Girls
3. Americas next top model
4. family guy

Three places you go regularly:

1. School
2. my house
3. the blue place in my head

Two of your favorite books:

1. Misery by Stephan King
2. Vampires: tales of the un-dead

One person you want to see right now:

1. Steph

oh, my that was long. Nothing exciting happening...Stephs coming on Friday! Hoorah
I seem to be late, so you'll have to continue your days without my whitty commments...terribly sorry, I know how much you all care....and by care I mean that you couldnt care less

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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
5:26 pm - She's living in a world that's best forgetten
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know.
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?

Would YOU:
Give me your number?
Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
Let me take you out to dinner?
Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
Take a shower with me?
Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
Buy me a drink (a coke or something) if i didn't have money?
Take me home for the night?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing car karaoke with me?
Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
Let me give you a piggyback ride?
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
Re-post this for me to answer your questions?

Humour me and do the quiz-thingy^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Today was a good day. we had a massive snow ball fight in the quad at lunch with all the seniors. It was fantabulas! I got pegged in the face at least 3 times and I fell at least 4 time, and my pants are still drying. I got some people good though....*evil laugh*...then mr.dugan came and we all ran...and then we went back 5 minutes later for round 2...ah, good times. The other day in philosophy we had a priest come in and to a presentation ...he kept telling us how he had found god who saved him from his mortal sin...we found out later that it was jacking off all the time...talk about prime priest material. Well Im off to do...stufff...not to sure what but it must be important if Im off to do it...

current mood: relaxed

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Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
5:18 pm - and one more just because...

What High School Stereotype are You?
Name / Username
You are the floater
People think you are stoned
You will end up famous
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current mood: blank

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5:09 pm - hmmm...

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Sprinting out of the plains, wielding a thorned whip, cometh Everyoneisdead! And she gives a vengeful bellow:

"I'm going to strike a match on your crotch, and set you ablaze!!!"

Find out!
Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

created by beatings : powered by monkeys

current mood: blank

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9:00 am - Confusion sets in
Well, nothing exciting happening in the world of Chandra (that's me).Anyone else realize that Christmas is fast approaching? The only fun part about it is getting gifts for other people. All the other stuff is highly over rated. Saint Nicholas must be turning in his grave, over the ridiculous joke his goodness has become. Maybe Im just bitter, but at least I dont have to buy as many gifts as I used to. Thats one of the joys of having a disfunctional parent who refuses to participate in anything that has to do with the holiday. I seem to be exceptionaly bitter lately...I should really do something about that...well I do have to be off...ta

current mood: groggy

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